I'm A Work In Progress!

I'm a work in progress!  Mmmm I wonder if there is a 12 steps for broken hearts?  Seriously!  Anyways, I believe that to be spiritually connected is the key, to everything in life.  There are so many expression of spirituality, and well I truly believe that when we connect, it connect us to greater possibility.  It makes the impossible, possible.  I have never blogged, and since I'm on this journey of healing my body, mind & spirit.  I would blog it, to share with others of this incredibly painful, joyful event.   As a kid in school, I was the one that would ask the question, everyone else want to know, but were afraid to ask.  And the funny, strange thing is I was so shy.  So the fall down on your face and get back up, and dust yourself, is just the kind of woman I am.  So I guess you could say I have lots of practice and experience.  Well I'm having brain fog, due to fighting off the flu.

Now starts the fun stuff!

It's been a rough few days!  I have had the wonderful, ok, I'm being sarcastic.  I had to visit the emergency room two times this week.  So I have been somewhat distracted.  I am a survivor of a pulmonary embolism, and that my friends was enough to stop a heart, no pun intended.  So back to the subject in hand.  The title to my blog, "A Healed Heart Speaks,"  well most of us have lived through many heartaches, and heartbreaks.  So I am referring to, the moving on with life, and loving again.  I have to saying I using to bounce back much more quickly, than my last relationship.  But the great news is we can, will and do move on.  Sometime all on our own, and other time with by with a little or a lot of help from our friends.  I can hear the Beatles' song, "I Get By With A Little Help From My Friends."  Then sometime from therapy, groups, this is not for everyone, but don't knock it, till you've tried it.  What I have found for myself, is that I had to see, and learn to love myself first.  This is not brain surgery, but dear God it only took me some 29 years, plus the 20+ year experience to get this down. lol  Life is so incredible, and incredibly short!  So call it in-tuning, spiritualism, mantra's find your sync, and sink your teeth into it.  Because at the end of the day, why do we care if someone didn't love us, there loss.  But if we don't love and respect ourselves, how can we ever expect someone else too.  We are all amazing, incredible, wonderful beings, we just have to realize it, and manifest it!  Simple, real it is.  We just have to listen to our heart, and say it loud and proud, " We are Loved!"  Because we love ourselves first!  Well I'll be back!  Sending out some L-O-V-E!

Starting somewhere!

Beat Still My Heart!

You might believe, that there is no way one can claim to have a healed heart.  You maybe be right, as it apply to you, as for I, I know that a heart is a living, breathing organ, that suffers at the hand of the one it is beating for. The abuse  this wonderful organ, undergoes is unending, and yet it manages to survive countless attacks. Weather it by the food(s), or addiction(s), our heart fights to survive all these self-inflicted abuses.  Then the pain, that love, or the lack of love, that makes or breaks our heart.  Another thing that the heart is subjected too. So back to a healed heart, and my answer, and believe is that the heart does heal.  And if we are smart, we will protect it, and give it love as often as possible.  For what a waste of space, if we after the countless heartaches we didn't surrender to love again, and again, and yes again!  I am only giving a testimony,  I am not a medical professional, but since I do have a heart, and have had 
many heartbreaks, and with that said, I believe this make me an excellent expert!  Well enough for now, since I have given enough to chew a while... lol